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The night Sam Kirk walks into the Kirk family farmhouse his little brother throws a fucking beer bottle at his face. He misses. If he'd hit, the next several years might not have happened.
Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.
He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.
Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.
He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.
"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.
Jim lies.
But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.
"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.
A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.
All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...
Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.
He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.
Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.
He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.
"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.
Jim lies.
But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.
"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.
A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.
All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...
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Date: 2025-02-05 02:12 pm (UTC)And if Spock is listing toward Kirk slightly as they sit, he does not even notice. It is natural, comfortable, and, despite everything, easy.
"Then I too have a 'metric ass-ton' of course work to do in the coming weeks."
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Date: 2025-02-05 02:43 pm (UTC)He does, however, sputter on a spoonful of curry and have to laugh when Spock repeats the phrasing back to him. His eyes are shining when he peers up. Full of glee and a little mischief.
"Yeah, you've got even more courses than I do. You going to study sessions with your girlfriend or can I steal you away to the library for some support?" He's half joking, but when Spock confesses he isn't seeing anyone else Jim can't help the blossom of warm satisfaction in his chest. Good. Then he can selfishly see more of his room mate while he desperately needs any reason to urge himself out of bed. It's a feeling that's all the more reinforced when Jim wakes Up the next morning and doesn't have to pry himself out of bed with a transporter.
Does he still feel like shit? Kinda?? But Spock is there waiting to go get coffee (and tea) before they part for their first hour classes and Jim knows he'd drag himself over hot coals to not miss out. There's not much seeing the other while Jim juggles flight sims, security practicals, labs, and classes. Save for their one computer science course where Jim all but slumps into the open seat Spock has saved for him and has to chug his coffee with extra shots of espresso to be functional enough to pay attention to the material when he's already this tired.
They stake a claim to what has become their Usual table in the back of the library to work on their written assignments. Spock comes and goes during these after class hours as he has a few evening classes well past when Jim finishes. But he always makes certain to come fetch Jim before the library closes. To herd him off for food and to usher the other to bed before he can stay up All night working on his coding or papers.
It makes Jim prickle a little. Insist he doesn't need to be fussed over. But even as he says it he knows he's grateful for it. That between Spock and Bones making time in Their over busy schedules to ensure he's eaten or slept in Spock's case Jim's actually somewhat functional over the next couple of weeks. Rather than a caffeinated wraith jittering through the halls at three am looking for a lab to commandeer to keep working just that bit longer.
One by one, the presentations, papers, tests get checked off. Removed from Jim's plate. Leaving him room to breathe which he'd hate this time of year. In this case he simply follows Spock or Bones around. Helping them where he can while studying perpetually for whatever's left. The term is a blessed distraction for the looming holidays. One Jim needs. As their last tests wrap up, he feels as much unease as he does relief wandering out of the lecture hall to go and see if Spock has finished his own test...
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Date: 2025-02-05 05:38 pm (UTC)Spock, at some point, foregoes wearing a shirt entirely once the room is finally at an optimal temperature for his body chemistry. There is no ulterior motive behind it, the only thought being of comfort. He never quite strips down to his underwear as Kirk does, but he is, clearly, extremely comfortable around his roommate.
Today though, just after their last assignments and exams, Spock is fully dressed in his normal robes as he sits at his desk because he is on a call with his mother.
His mother, who is lecturing him about how he has yet to approach Kirk about his feelings.
"I see that you have been speaking with T'Pring," he notes tiredly after she asks if he has done so yet, "I have not informed him. We have both been busy and there is no point. He has not responded with marked romantic interest to my current level of attention as far as I am aware, and I hold little faith that saying so plainly would alter that behavior. Our social interactions will remain as they have been."
You need to tell him, Spock. She says it in the tone she takes when she is parsing Spock being an idiot gently. If you don't tell him, you'll regret it later.
"I will, as is colloquially noted, 'get over it.'" And he means that, he does, until she continues.
Every time you talk about that boy you look exactly like your father did when he was courting me.
For one of the very rare times in his life, Spock stutters. "I—Mother, I do not wish to hear about my father's expressions during that time." But she said he looks like Sarek. Like his fully Vulcan father, not like some lovestruck human, not like he is not Vulcan enough due to his feelings. He inhales. It shakes once before he evens it out. "However, I will take your advice under consideration."
Good, she says, because if you don't tell Cadet Kirk anything, T'Pring said she was going to do it for you.
That point is about where Spock hears the door open and he tenses visibly because he's been caught out, he has to figure something out—
—Kirk is leaving and in a hurry, but not because he is upset with Spock. He seems to be upset with his brother, which Spock is confused about for a moment.
Samuel Kirk.
Kirk.
Kirk thinks that Spock is in love with his brother.
Even though the mere thought makes Spock's stomach lurch unpleasantly, he takes a breath and turns to his mother. "I will contact you later," he says, then terminates the call and rushes out of the room.
He hopes, foolishly, that he will catch up to Kirk before Kirk reaches his brother. He knows it is unlikely, but he holds the irrational thought in his head nonetheless.
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Date: 2025-02-05 09:18 pm (UTC)That boy??? Spock had said he wasn't seeing anyone. It was because he was crushing on some Guy??? Meaning Spock is fine with guys. Meaning Jim Kirk has a chance but he's now on a time crunch. He's reeling from that alone. Trying to process just how he's going to make this work when NOTHING he's tried up until now has gotten any kind of a reaction out of Spock.
We're friends, he'd very clearly told Jim. And Jim believes him. But Just Friends isn't exactly what Jim has been aiming for at any point since they got to know each other. Who does he have to edge out? When his mother mentions Kirk Jim swears he forgets how to breathe for a second. How? When??
No fucking WONDER Spock always looks so put out. All this time? Jim works his jaw, his fists clenching at his sides.
"You just can't let me have fucking ANYTHING can you, Sam? No, it'll never work. Nooo, don't get your hopes up. Just so you could string him along all this fucking time..." He's seething the whole way up to the third floor. This is bullshit. Sam just can't be happy for him ever can he? Jim outscores him on a test, Sam's pissy. Jim decides to take harder classes? Sam't pissy. Jim crushes on his room mate? Oh nooo, Sam is pulling some fucking gaslighting bullshit stringing Spock along so Jim can't talk to him????
NO, that's where Jim Kirk draws a fucking line.
He's not kicking in his brother's door but only out of respect to his brother's room mate. He bangs on it loud enough he can tell he's startled some of Sam's neighbors. The second it swishes open JIm is storming into his brother's face.
"You son of a bitch! This whole time?! This whole time you KNEW and you just had to fucking make sure I couldn't have anything nice didn't you? Do you even know he's in love with you???"
Sam, understandably, is very confused by this. His chest hurts where Jim is prodding his sternum and his brother is crowding into his space until he's practically against his own desk.
"Jim are you fucking high or something? What are you talking about??!"
"Don't fucking play dumb with me Sam! That's why you didn't want me talking to Spock, isn't it?!" His voice shakes a little at the end so incensed is he.
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Date: 2025-02-05 09:33 pm (UTC)Kirk thinks Spock is in love with his elder brother. Kirk is angry about this not at Spock, but at said brother. Kirk is so incensed that Spock believes there is a possibility for violence.
Why?
He skids to a stop in the corridor outside Sam Kirk's dormitory, eyes very slightly wide from what he has heard of Kirk's tirade.
It almost sounds as though Kirk himself—
—Spock realizes, all at once, what a fool he has been all this time and takes a step into the room to attempt stopping things, to take Kirk aside and explain.
However, Samuel Kirk has the impeccable timing of opening his mouth just then.
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Date: 2025-02-05 10:16 pm (UTC)Don't you fucking "Jimmy" me I'm not a goddamned kid anymore." He's in Sam's space, hissing every word and shaking with barely contained rage. Sam honestly? Is a little afraid whatever rumor is going around is going to make his baby brother actually try to swing at him so he's operating in survival mode. The same thing that always worked when they'd get into fights as kids.
"Jim. I promise, whatever you've heard isn't true. Have I ever dated another guy? No! And I wouldn't do that to you, especially not with your room mate." The fact Jim thinks he'd fuck that walking toaster is insulting really but he's heard of people spiking Jim's drinks before. If his little brother went and got himself so fucked up he thinks Sam's got as shit taste as he does, he can smooth this over and Jim will owe him.
And it sorta works? For a second or two Jim just glares at him. Then his gaze flickers and he takes half a step back. Ready to hear Sam out if nothing else. Even if he doesn't believe it. Which is when the Vulcan decides to waltz into Sam's room.
"What, because you respect me so much?" Jim says, disbelief dripping from his words. Sam looks over Jim's shoulder and he can't help it. He barks out a short laugh at the absurdity of the whole thing.
"No! Because even if I magically woke up one day with your feral urge to sock cock, Jim, there is no way in hell I'd look at That--" Nodding over Jim's shoulder to where Spock is standing in His room like the Vulcan belongs anywhere near here. "And think, yeah. That's what I'm into."
"...That?" Jim doesn't get it at first. What, Vulcan physiology that much different than a human's? Sam's a xenoanthropology and biology specialist and he can't talk anatomy??? But he noticed the way Sam nodded. He looks over his shoulder. Spock is here. He wasn't talking to Jim. He was talking to Spock. About Spock. Like he wasn't even a Person.
You know, the guy Crushing on Sam Kirk. Even in some crazy universe that Sam didn't know before, he does NOW. And he still said that to Spock?? Jim calmly turns back around. Looks up at Sam. And the second Sam Kirk opens his mouth to say something else Jim rears back and decks him so hard he stumbles against his desk and topples into a heap on the floor.
"If I ever catch you near Spock again you're going to get a lot more than a fat lip." Jim grits out through clenched teeth.
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Date: 2025-02-05 10:33 pm (UTC)And then Kirk is looking at him and Spock wants nothing more than to—
Than to—
—Kirk's fist connects with his brother's face and Spock's eyes widen. He barely hears what Kirk says afterward but it does not matter: Spock says nothing, but he does grip Kirk's sleeve and yank him out of the room. He maintains this facade of calm and quiet until he gets them both into the stairwell. He intends to get them back to their dormitory before he does anything rash but at the first landing they reach he gives in and presses Kirk against the wall, the hand on his sleeve shifting to grab his hand and pin it too.
He looks at him, eyes still wide, and then kisses him. Hard, a little aggressive, but at the same time almost fervent. When he pulls back it is only briefly and only enough to speak against his mouth. "Jim," he says, the name thick on his tongue without any qualifiers, "while that was incredibly attractive, I have much better taste than to be interested in your brother in the first place."
And then, as though to punctuate the statement, he kisses him again.
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Date: 2025-02-05 11:31 pm (UTC)"Spock, Spock listen to me. I couldn't...I had to do it." Down the stairs. Every clomp of their boots feels twenty decibels louder than it should because Jim's afraid he's ruined his friendship. Only Spock turns, his gaze wild. Jim doesn't even get a chance to ask 'What?' before he's pinned to the wall. A cooler hand wrapping around all of Jim's fingers on his left hand and pinning it to the wall next to his head.
A mouth on his own. Pressing so hard Jim can feel the imprint of his own teeth on the soft inside of his lips. And it's everything he's wanted but also what is happening right now???
Jim.
His name in that timbre. Oh, fuck yes. That's the good shit.
"Y-yeah?" He's sucking in air. Is this actually happening right now? Oh, he wants to say. His mouth is open even. Only to be swallowed up by hungry lips once more. This time Jim leaves his lips parted. Invites Spock to explore his mouth with just the barest teasing flits of his tongue. Does he give a single fuck if they're in the stairwell of the dormitories? No he does not. He'd get on his knees right here if Spock wanted him to. What anyone else sees is their problem.
Only when Spock pulls back again does Jim let out a breathless chuckle, heavy with his own desire.
"F...friends, huh?"
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Date: 2025-02-05 11:42 pm (UTC)At some point in the kiss, Spock ends up tangling their fingers obscenely there against the wall; it is fortunate that Spock is the only Vulcan currently on the campus. He is not thinking about that, however. He is far too busy with the moment, with tasting Jim's mouth, with pressing their bodies together tightly.
Only when he draws back for a breath and Jim speaks again does Spock have the grace to fluster somewhat, clearing his throat and reluctantly taking a half-step back, though the hand that had found its place at Jim's waist remains there.
"I did not indicate whether I was using the Terran or Vulcan definition," Spock explains, "and they are very different."
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Date: 2025-02-05 11:50 pm (UTC)Spock's pressed flush up against Jim, utterly pinning him to the wall. Jim can't help to be a little bit cheeky and rocks his hips up into Spock's own. Hisses triumphantly for the friction. Ah--too far. Spock pulls away. Jim whines a little in the back of his throat but doesn't chase him.
"They are?" Panting slightly. "You. Wanna head back to our room and maybe elucidate on th'differences?"
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Date: 2025-02-06 12:01 am (UTC)Spock looks at Jim as he is, panting and eager, and nods sharply. He presses another hungry kiss to his mouth before finally drawing back properly, his grip on Jim's hand gentling at least for the rest of the trek downstairs to their floor and then through the corridor to their shared room.
They at least do not pass many people along the way, though there are a small number of them. However, Spock is single-minded, opening their door and ushering them both inside before letting it close behind them and tapping the lock.
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Date: 2025-02-06 12:18 am (UTC)Better they don't start their break getting written up for public indecency.
"Can't believe..." Jim still doesn't quite understand how they've ended up here like this. He's sputtering as Spock doesn't even turn to hit the lock. But this is a lot, it's fast, right? What do normal people do?? He blinks rapidly a couple times, really just trying to think with any part of him Not his dick for half a second. The grabbing of his hand comes to mind first. Spock's still holding onto his left, so Jim takes a step forward so he can lift it up between them.
He slips his eyes shut and kisses gently over the back of Spock's knuckles. Chaste, romantic--Jim hopes. Then peers up at the other.
"Hey~"
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Date: 2025-02-06 12:48 am (UTC)Or, well, he does until Jim Kirk presses a kiss to his hand and Spock chokes on a breath, his eyes widening again. He tries to tell himself (over and over) that Terrans, humans especially, do not see hands the same way Vulcans do.
It does not help.
By the time Jim's eyes flutter open Spock is staring at him openly, his face flushed green all the way to the tips of his ears. His knuckles are still tingling and a warmth is coiling in his stomach.
Spock has never in his life been this flustered, much less so in front of Jim. But he clearly is, and in a positive way.
He clears his throat, trying to regain his composure. "Please elucidate on what you are struggling to believe."
Does that sound normal?
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Date: 2025-02-06 12:54 am (UTC)"How long?" Jim asks, his smile widening when Spock fights to clear his throat. A beat, and if Spock doesn't look like he knows how to answer Jim will add,
"How long has it been me?"
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Date: 2025-02-06 12:59 am (UTC)However, the question gets Spock's more usual head tilt as he considers, and then:
"Twelve weeks, five days," with a pause to look at the clock, "sixteen hours and forty-nine minutes."
Which, for someone keeping track, like Spock, is about when Jim first managed to get Spock to go on a sort-of-maybe-kind-of-date to a Thai restaurant. The same one Spock brought food from when Jim was feeling low.
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Date: 2025-02-06 01:18 am (UTC)"Spock I..." Jim squeezes their joined hands tighter. "I had no goddamn idea. I tried to get your attention for the entire first part of the term." Another half step closer so he's in the other's space again. "I wouldn't have looked anywhere else if I'd known--"
And suddenly Jim surges forward to wrap his free arm around Spock's broad shoulders. Jim presses a hungry kiss onto the other's lips again. Nips the man's bottom lip when he pulls away just enough to breathe, "Could have had this...so fucking long ago..."
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Date: 2025-02-06 01:37 am (UTC)"I was not aware. When I had arrived on Earth it was just after—"
When Jim kisses him, Spock presses into it eagerly, open and hungry and wanting. The catch of Jim's blunted teeth manages to steal a quiet, wanting sound out of him, and then he breathes quietly, taking everything in. "I was not prepared for the depth of emotion I began to feel for you, and as the dissolution of my engagement was mere weeks before the start of term, I did not see myself as desirable."
Spock initiates another kiss, lingering, his free hand dropping to Jim's hip.
"I was unable to ascertain how someone as attractive, intelligent, and kind as you could be attracted to me."
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Date: 2025-02-06 02:01 am (UTC)"And I'm--" His voice wobbles then because Spock is calling Jim a whole lot of things he doesn't feel like he's earned.
It's for the best Spock cuts him off with another kiss. This one not as deep, but a testing of the waters. Lingering. Mapping out the shape of Jim's full lips with his own.
"....I want to have sex with you really bad right now....i-is the thing." Jim groans softly between them. "Wanna swallow you down, have you fuck my mouth...or ride you until you d-don't even know your name anymore...!" His fingers fist in the fabric of Spock's shirt. "And I know that's too f-fast, too much but...!"
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Date: 2025-02-06 03:22 am (UTC)After, when Jim is breathing words between them, Spock swallows. Normally he might have several questions, but he is able to glean meaning well enough from context that he simply inhales a little sharply and blinks both sets of eyelids before looking at him, hand lifting to close atop Jim's in his shirt.
He nudges their foreheads together gently; there is transference but it is steady and grounding. This is the most Spock has touched anyone other than regular contact with his mother as a child, and well, with T'Pring while they were still betrothed.
"We have established that we both have long-term affection and desire for one another," he begins reasonably, "and should you desire to wait, I will not push you. I have lived with you in this room for months with you almost entirely undressed at all times and have, as I have heard it colloquially put, 'survived.' I will not cease to do so should you want to progress more slowly. However, I will also note that my opinion of you will not change regardless of the speed or lack thereof and I hope yours of me would not either."
A beat passes.
"To clarify, I have desired to have sexual intercourse with you for some time now and continue to desire to."
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Date: 2025-02-06 03:41 am (UTC)If Jim does this, it's going to Matter. The thought terrifies him. He's gonna fuck it up like he fucks Everything up.
But Spock's there, urging them together until their foreheads bump so gently and rest just so. It makes him feel better. Better able to breathe. So Jim listens. And then his breath leaks out of him in a desperate, needy rush at the last.
"I'll explain anything you want after if you touch me like you've wanted to right fucking now."
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Date: 2025-02-06 04:34 am (UTC)He is patient as Jim processes, as he comes to his decision.
His lips curve up slightly at the corners. Just a little. "I believe you will."
Then he unceremoniously picks Jim directly off the floor, hoists him over his shoulder, carts him over to one of the beds, and practically tosses him onto it. "You are overdressed."
A pointed statement as Spock starts to remove his own layers, still standing so as to get the robes off properly.
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Date: 2025-02-06 04:58 am (UTC)"Holy...fucking shit..!" The words tremble out of Jim's mouth when he bounces once on the bed before he settles. "I-wh. I mean yeah. Yes. Hell yes. Big agree." How fast can Jim get out of his uniform? He's about to set a new record. His red jacket gets flung over to his own bed, but everything else kind of bunches where Jim deposits it right next to him, only to slither into a pile of fabric off the side of Spock's bed.
But at the last, Jim hooks his thumbs into his fitted underwear and peels it down off of him with a needy groan just to show off how goddamned hard he is already for Spock and his attention.
"Come here, c'mere I can get that off you just--"
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Date: 2025-02-06 05:38 am (UTC)That is not to say he dislikes it, however, as he briefly feels as though his mouth has gone dry from the sound of Jim moaning in his ear. Spock watches him the entire time as he undresses, gaze dark and hungry, and he's almost fully undressed by the time Jim tries to get him onto the bed and closer to him already: all he has left are his pants and underwear, and for once in his life Spock has not taken the time to fold any of it, just tossed it over the back of his desk chair.
Spock shifts close enough for Jim to get his hands on him, but he busies him instead with straddling his thighs and kissing him, harder than before, desperate and heated with a low groan against his mouth before he starts dragging his attentions lower, teeth catching briefly at his throat, his collarbone—
—his eyes flick up to look at his face, one eyebrow arched slightly, as he presses a kiss to the center of his chest in the same moment that one of his hands slides up the length of Jim's inner thigh.
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Date: 2025-02-06 06:16 am (UTC)Then Spock's bent over him, that perfect arch of a back in reach for Jim to map his hands across. The blue is nearly chased from his eyes as he presses up into that hungry kiss. Ready and willing to pull out every trick and move Jim's got if it's for Spock's pleasure.
That deep voice vibrates against Jim's chest. He's panting for air when Spock begins exploring with his mouth. Bucking his hips desperately with each sharp nip at his throat. Catching at his collar.
"Fuck oh fuck that's good, that's so damn good--" There's no filter on the words tumbling out of Jim's mouth. He can't ever remember being this keyed up in his goddamn life. And here Spock will get his first experience with intercourse where human males are concerned. Not nearly as wet as he would have expected.
And Jim, misinterpreting that curious touch, flails one hand to point to the foot of his bed.
"F..foot locker. S-should be plenty of lube in there, and a whole bunch of toys I can explain how to use later."
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Date: 2025-02-13 05:20 am (UTC)Perhaps it is also the desperation Jim already showcases with each thing Spock does; he has also never felt this wanted before and he desperately, desperately craves more of it.
Spock has at least been somewhat sexually adventurous, though with less overall partners than Jim may have had. He is aware of the usage of and requirement for lubricant with humans for certain aspects, though Vulcans produce enough of their own, generally speaking. Spock considers mentioning so, as he is aware that the preparation for anal sex is similar both between species and sexes, but curiosity about the rest of Jim's comment wins out and he slides just far enough away to get to said foot locker and pop it open, arching an eyebrow slightly as he skates a glance over everything inside before he grabs the bottle of lubricant and returns to his own bed and Jim himself.
He sets the bottle on the bed and slides up Jim's body again to press a kiss to his mouth; as he does he shoves his pants and underwear the rest of the way down his hips and gets them off his legs, leaving them in similar states of undress.
Similar states of hardness too, though their anatomy does have certain differences, namely the fact that Spock's arousal has slipped free of its normal sheathed housing and that said sheath has leaked enough slick that not only is his cock coated, his inner thighs are dripping obscenely.
He has never been this aroused in his life, he realizes, though he does not say as much because he's too busy pinning Jim to the bed with his own body to grind their hips together, giving them both slippery friction that drags a groan from low in his chest.
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