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The night Sam Kirk walks into the Kirk family farmhouse his little brother throws a fucking beer bottle at his face. He misses. If he'd hit, the next several years might not have happened.
Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.
He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.
Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.
He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.
"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.
Jim lies.
But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.
"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.
A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.
All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...
Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.
He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.
Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.
He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.
"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.
Jim lies.
But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.
"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.
A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.
All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...
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Spock's mother, who Spock's father did not open his mouth to defend despite her brilliant mind, fierce love for him, and ability to be more Vulcan than many of the council themselves.
So he had respectfully declined, as his Starfleet application had been graciously accepted with much more eagerness. He is an adult. He has not been away from his mother for longer than a few weeks at a time when diplomacy called for it.
He moves to San Francisco. His mother remains on Vulcan. Spock's betrothed is not very pleased with his choice, he can tell, but she accepts his decision though it will put them at a distance—it will be a test of their bond, but such things are seen to bring bonded pairs closer together later in life. Spock does not anticipate this being the case. T'Pring has made attempts and he cannot fault her for her inability to connect with him—he also struggles to connect with her. He is too other, too human, for most Vulcans. What is, is. Kaiidth.
He will explore the stars and that will be all he requires.
A short number of months into his life on Earth as he prepares for enlistment, she contacts him. He is unsurprised to learn she has found someone else; tradition dictates he should fight Stonn to the death for T'Pring's hand. However, there is another option: an amicable dissolution of their bond. That is what they decide on, and there is a sense of relief in T'Pring that he almost is surprised about when she notes that she still desires to remain in contact.
She apologizes, once. He tells her that it is unnecessary as offense has not been taken.
He is lying. However, it is not her failing that made Spock not enough for her. That rests solely on his own head.
Spock is to begin his schooling at the Starfleet Academy within the next two days, and he has been assigned a dormitory. There is some vague commentary about the newest initiative pairing the Terran cadets with differing species to room together as a means of ensuring they are at least slightly more capable of handling life off-planet with species not their own; it is only notable in Spock's case as he is not fully Vulcan. However, apparently he is still alien enough to warrant a Terran roommate, though he had expected nothing else seeing as a majority of cadets filing through are still from Earth.
He moves in early, his side of the room pristine but with slightly too much "personality" for a Vulcan. That being his shelf of bound books, the tri-D set next to the kal-toh set, and a plant his mother sent him sitting in the window aching for more sun than it receives.
And of course, Spock himself, sat at his desk on his side of the room on a video call with his extremely human call partner visible over his shoulder should anyone happen to enter the room behind him. He sits straight-backed but not rigid, head canted slightly to the side as he speaks to her: he seems to be answering a question.
"Two instructors have approached me to ask after your well-being. They have indicated a desire to invite you to perform a guest lecture, so you may expect their contact soon."
A fond, warm sentiment in return. And another question, which—
"—I am well. I assure you that I will inform you if that status changes." A brief pause before continuing. "I will also inform you as to my academic status. For now, I must complete my initial process of integration and have no further news to report. I will contact you again next week."
Strange perhaps, to witness a goodbye between someone so happy to speak to him and he who responds in a tone that is far, far too flat to indicate any sort of affection. She does not seem upset or burdened by this, however, and in fact expresses her own affection verbally even as, say, Spock notes that he is not alone and ends the call with a final, almost clipped farewell.
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"What, because you can't pin that hobo you met at orientation to your bed if you're not living together?" Sam counters loftily. He can't understand his baby brother's taste in pretty much anything. And the washed up older "doctor" Jim wouldn't stop getting way too close to? Mystifying. Couldn't be Sam Kirk.
"That's not the point! I thought you said folks could request to room together."
"Well, how was I to know there was some stupid incentive going on???" By reading the paperwork properly, Sam. And now Jim is the one paying for it. Finally they settle in to the right door and Jim keys open what will be his room for the next long while. It's upsettingly neat and tidy, which has Jim's mouth twisting in discomfort immediately. It shuts him up though, which allows both Kirk brothers a glimpse at the half-Vulcan Jim is going to be stuck rooming with.
Sam suppresses a chuckle. Oh, Jim is screwed. He's going to be rooming with a goddamned robot rather than a man. Was that his fucking mother? And he still talks like that??? His baby brother does just have the worst luck. Sam probably shouldn't feel amused while he thinks that, but the fact that He has dodged this bullet is too much a relief.
Jim, meanwhile, has the decency to be quiet when he sets his duffel bag down on the bed nearer the door. This side of the room is untouched, so it's gotta be his. Unease prickles at him to overhear even part of a conversation not meant for him. But then, Jim doesn't do Family. It's weird as hell to hear someone being so affectionate even to their own kin. Less weird honestly for his room mate to be uncomfortable with it. Jim would be crawling out of his skin in suspicion if his mom talked to him like that.
"Didn't realize you were occupied." Jim says when his room-mate turns. "I just got in." He refuses to Show his unease on his face though. So he fishes out a smile. One that isn't quite so forced as he gets a better look at the goods on the man turning to look at him. Even with that stupid haircut...damn. He's really hot. "Jim Kirk. Looks like we're stuck together."
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As irrational as the thought is, he thinks perhaps an attraction to humans is genetic before he can stop himself. Jim Kirk, as he has just introduced himself, is remarkably physically attractive.
(After a few seconds, he realizes that he has not said anything and has simply looked at him. He blinks, and the nictitating eyelids follow suit. Blink-and-reset.)
"I am Spock." He manages that, at least, even-keeled and steady. His brow is knit, just slightly, but it is something that never quite smooths entirely and as such is at least not an indication of distress, which his human roommate will need to ascertain over time as Spock offers no insight on that front. His head tilts, just slightly.
"I do not understand 'stuck together' in this context. Please elucidate on your meaning."
He is at least aware that it is not being used literally, though that is his initial comprehension. If he is to understand Cadet Kirk in their time cohabiting, he must be aware of what any colloquialisms he uses mean. As a scientist, he is of course always seeking knowledge.
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Okay, so. Maybe not the smartest. But he clearly made it into Starfleet so he's gotta be clever at Something. Jim didn't know Vulcans had Himbos but apparently here they are. Jim thinks he can live with it given how exceptionally easy on the eyes the guy is. His smile brightens.
"Oh, well, considering this is the first time we've met I'm assuming you didn't request Me Specifically for your room. And I didn't know the Academy was encouraging interspecial arrangements as an ease-in to ship comingling. So neither of us chose the other to room with. Hence, 'Stuck Toagether'. Doesn't necessarily mean it's a bad thing, just acknowledging that neither of us had a say in the matter."
See how cool and suave and helpful he is, Spock? Don't worry, Jim'll be more than happy to help a fellow cadet out.
Sam, meanwhile, has decided he'd rather be anywhere than here watching Jim give Eyes to the Vulcan.
"Alright, I'm gonna go find my room Jim."
"Yeah okay don't get lost~" Jim doesn't even turn to watch Sam leave. He's busy.
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The understanding slots into place neatly in his head; he nods slightly in confirmation.
"Thank you for your clarification. As a majority of my interactions with non-Vulcans have been of a diplomatic nature, such colloquialisms are rarely used and I am unfamiliar with them. I am attempting to acclimate myself to Terran speech patterns as Vulcan manners of communication are, as a whole, very literal."
A beat passes as he considers.
"You are correct that we are 'stuck together.' However, I too have a neutral opinion at current as we have just met."
This is the point at which the other Kirk takes his leave, but Spock also does not pay him much mind. He is far more interested in the man before him.
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Genuine, this time. There's no need to pretend to be friendly and cheerful with this guy. Like the doctor from orientation, Jim doesn't even realize he's being more open with Spock than he does literally anyone else. Including his own brother.
"Well, you're the first Vulcan I've ever had the pleasure to meet so. We can be new at this whole 'other species' thing together. Anything I should know about so far as what not to do around you?" Jim likes to gesture while he talks. Where Spock is stiff and still, Jim is abundant in energy. Emotion in his speech. How bright he smiles.
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"I did not have as much time as I would have preferred for research," he admits, "as my decision to attend Starfleet Academy was comparatively abrupt to my previous intention to attend the Science Academy on Vulcan." A beat. "I will also note," he adds dryly, "that Terran recordkeeping of colloquialisms and idioms is incomplete at best and often misleading."
But of course, Spock is the first Vulcan that Cadet Kirk has met. That has been the case for almost everyone he has met here. He is unsurprised, but it still feels like a weight on his shoulders.
However, the inquiry after his comfort levels is a pleasant surprise. He does not startle but he does, briefly, widen his eyes before returning to the baseline. "While risk of accidental transference to psi-null species is low," he hazards, the term psi-null rolling off his tongue as simple fact and observation rather than anything pointed or disdainful, "I have noted that many Terrans are extremely tactile." He thinks back to several initial greetings where handshakes were offered and he had simply saluted them traditionally instead, pretending he had not seen the hand outstretched toward him. He is aware this is likely viewed as impolite, but he views it as impolite to not do what Cadet Kirk is doing right now.
"I would prefer that any physical contact that becomes necessary is done while avoiding skin-to-skin contact," is what he finally concludes with. "Though I am aware that in emergent situations this is not a priority. I have no desire to dictate the manner in which you act. Should anything occur I find noteworthy, I will inform you." Another beat passes. "I request that you also inform me in a similar manner."
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It kinda sounds like he got uprooted in much the same way Jim did, to be honest. Jim hopes the reason for it is less uncomfortable than his was, but probably not. Spock here doesn't seem like the kind of guy who Likes making decisions on a whim. Man probably has ever day of his school year planned out by the hour already.
"Oh! Yeah we definitely are." Jim points to himself all excited and then stops. Listens. Runs his tongue along his lower lip as he very quickly recalculates and guesses the odds of being believed if he lies through his teeth. "Uh."
He gives a little awkward laugh.
"Okay, sure. I'm gonna be honest. I am literally the most tactile person you will ever meet. Hell you've already seen me move when I talk, so. I will try really hard to keep that in mind. Be respectful of boundaries and all that, alright? If I ever forget and fuck it up, just move and tell me straight away. I won't take offense. Might be confused for a second but I won't be a dick about it."
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Cadet Kirk's initial reaction to Spock's request is illuminating, but so are his recovery and followup. "I am grateful. It is difficult to alter ingrained habits, and what you are doing by attempting to do so is far more than any I have met recently." There is something pointedly dry at the end of the last comment, a clear dig at all of the people who never even asked.
But then his brow furrows somewhat.
"I am unclear on the meaning of 'not being a dick,' but am I through context to take it as further assurance as to your response to correction?"
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"But, and keep this in mind here, when Terrans Try to be tactile they're trying to be friendly. I know that probably doesn't feel great given the clash of customs. Just. Don't worry about it. I'll stick by you and play bouncer."
He does finally nod a little though.
"Ah, it. Mostly just means I won't take it personally in another way of saying it. Don't. Say that to like your teachers though. It's not a respectful way to phrase it."
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That said. Play bouncer. Spock knows, academically, what a bouncer is and what they do. "In this exchange, I am the establishment you are preventing well-meaning but impolite Terrans from gaining entrance to?"
His tone is dry. It is EXTREMELY unclear if he is making a joke because his expression does not change at all other than just how high his eyebrow is raised. However, the next part may help. Or not.
"I am aware," he clarifies, "of what the word 'dick' means and why it is generally unused in polite and professional company. Hence my request for clarification on the further colloquial use of it as it did not seem to fit previous definitions I had encountered, which I believe, in many situations, would be considered a positive thing to be."
Fully deadpan. Just absolutely flat delivery.
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"Gain access to, in this case. I feel like you oughta be the one calling the shots on who gains Entrance." His eyebrows bounce in a way that just screams immature humor but Spock started it so Jim's not afraid to finish it. If he flushes and whatever then he'll look apologetic but not until.
"But, okay. Yeah. No touching. Cool. I will do my best. I uh. Speaking of quirks. I don't sleep wall. Just, throwing that out there. If I wake you up, sorry. Don't touch me. I'll be fine. Nothing to worry about."
Which is the mildest totally chill way of saying he has night terrors and panic attacks and will be spending many many nights curled up in their shared bathroom hyperventilating instead of sleeping. As normal people totally do. Don't worry about it.
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Alas you do not get catte reply
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I swear this icon gets so much use
bless
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At least they're both horny losers
they're so stupid (fond)
I love using his stupid icons so much
they're REALLY good lmao
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I love using this icon for it's Better purpose
honestly i laugh every time, it's so good
GOOD i'm glad i'm not the only one
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TFW you accidentally get your boyfriend drunk...
Gaila's batting her eyelashes in a sickeningly sweet tease that Jim can't help but to chuckle at around his bite of food.
"No, course not. I'm gonna get some fries and a shake on my way back. Two even, bring one to Spock."
"Why not invite him out here with us then??" Gaila gestures between the two of them with a fry before she dips it in her own milkshake and pops it in her mouth. "As thrilled as I am to get some one on one bestie time he's more than welcome to join us. Even if it'd up the rumor mill in the dorms again to include me. Do you have any idea how nice it is to have people finally having someone else's bedroom affairs to talk about, but it's JUST you and your smoking hot Vulcan roomie? I'm almost jealous!"
Joking, Jim knows. Gaila wants to be seen for her skills as much as anyone in Starfleet but starting as one of the only Orions anyone's likely to have heard of let alone met, she's got quite a bit of a cultural reputation to work around.
"I mean, you're welcome I guess." Jim shakes his head this time. "I didn't ask him out here because he doesn't eat meat. Some places it's fine to bring him out to, but this place Smells like a burger joint and I'd rather not gross the guy out, you know?"
"So sweet...Love's a good look on you Jimmy~"
"Oh come on!" He rolls his eyes good naturedly. "It's just being polite."
For all of Gaila's teasing she really does want the best for Jim and his new boyfriend. She's perfectly happy to keep him company while he has his forbidden meal and glad that he lets her finish hers before he orders up the fries and shakes to go and they can start their long hike back to the dorms. The cold probably doesn't do any favors in convincing Spock to hike out this far either, she figures.
"So did you two...?"
"Yeah, we signed up for the formal dance elective. Couldn't talk Bones into it but at least Spock and I will be there with you." Jim leans over and nudges Gaila with his shoulder, grinning so wide it fills his face when she gives a squeal of delight. For as busy as their schedules are, it'll be nice to take a class that's useful, yes, but also just sounds like it could be fun. It means a lot of later nights studying since their early evenings will be spent learning event etiquette and dancing but Jim doesn't mind.
"Have a good night Gaila!" Jim calls when they finally split up to head to their separate rooms.
"Try not to get a noise complaint tonight~" She calls back with a wink. Jim flips her off and heads on down the hall toward his room.
Jim knocks to let Spock know he's back before he keys open the door. He's been trying to be better about that so he doesn't walk in on the other during his calls so often.
"Hey, I'm back and I brought treats. How'd your biochem lab go?"
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So Spock finds it pleasing that he gets along with two of Jim's close friends, and though his alliance with Leonard McCoy may seem quite antagonistic to outside parties it is based in respect. A social triumph.
He is not, or at least would not consider himself to be, anxious about the upcoming dance classes. He is aware of form and posture already and as it is formal dance, it is unlikely to have spontaneous facets or stumbling blocks. He is anticipatory to an extent, of course. He knows what people say about Jim and himself, so maybe it has reached a point where they should be showing others how good they are at other things as well.
He might be slightly petty about the noise complaints.
Spock is reading one of his leisure books when Jim returns to their dormitory, and he looks up toward him, tilting his head just so, the angle that means Spock is very happy to see him.
"Satisfactory," he grants, which is high praise. It must have really been a good day. Did you have an enjoyable time today?" A beat passes. "What 'treats' have you brought?"
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At least from the outside. He and Spock had to have a conversation the first time rumors had started about Spock. Jim couldn't care less what the talk of the Academy is about him -- other than as motivation to do just that bit better to be the best at everything he touches. But Spock? Spock already has a good reputation. Jim didn't want to see it get ruined because of Him. But Spock had, if anything, gotten only more possessive and Jim finds that attractive as fuck so he hasn't questioned it since.
He winks when the door slides shut after him.
"Yeah? You look to be in a good mood. I'm gonna make it better then. Gaila and I swung by the diner for supper. I had my burger there and washed up after so you wouldn't have to smell it but I brought back some of their garlic parmesan fries and a couple shakes for us. I got mint chip and cookies and cream. Would have gotten strawberry but I'm allergic so if you Didn't like that one we'd have been SOL."
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A joke on top of that, as Jim has become so well-versed in reading him that even should Spock desire to hide anything from him, he is not sure that he would be able to.
He stands easily, noting his page with a bookmark before setting the book aside so that he is able to step into Jim's space, looking into his eyes as he allows himself to trace fingers lightly along Jim's forearm briefly.
"I have never had a milkshake," he admits, and it is true: Spock does not indulge often, if at all, with sweets. If he desires something sweet he has only ever, to date, picked fresh fruit owing to non-processed sugars being metabolized adequately by his species.
He notes that he has never told Jim this. It has never been a point of conversation. He does not offer the information now, deeming it a superfluous detail.
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"Missed you too." He murmurs, all smitten for the brush along his arms. "Here take this while I change outta my uniform. I tried to hurry back so the fires would still be hot and fresh but nowwww I am dying and need to strip."
So off goes the reds and into his laundry receptacle, off goes his undershirt and his socks until Jim is settling down at the edge of their shoved together 'double' bed in just his underwear so he can scoop up his own order of fried to nibble at.
"No?? Feel free to try both milkshakes and take whichever one you like best. I'll have either one and be happy."
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Well, Jim certainly knows the most about several aspects.
Spock, in the meantime, is charmed by Jim's reaction to the touch even though it is through fabric. He nods, taking the food from Jim's hands. "By all means," he says, arch, and moves to sit on their bed, unabashedly watching him the entire time as he eats a couple of fries. A vibe, certainly.
"I do not indulge in sweets often," he further explains, though he does take the offer and try both flavors. The brightness of the mint and bitterness of the chocolate leave that one tasting less sweet than the other, though he does not assume it actually is. It does, however, suit his palate more, so he nods decisively and hands the cookies and cream shake over to Jim afterward. "It is easy to understand why people enjoy them, however."
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And where Jim isn't competing with Spock? He's competing with Everyone Else.
He glances over and grins when he spies Spock watching him strip, but by then he's too far into it to bother making it a show, so better to finish up and join him.
"Yeah I've noticed that. Not a big fan? I usually have some candy in my desk as an emergency study snack if you ever want some. I'm not Weak for desserts or anything the way some people are but every so often it's a good treat."
Speaking of treats, Jim grins to be handed the other shake. He's been promising himself one of these for weeks now. Finally found the time to hike out there.
"Aw man hell yes." Milkshake? Check. Fries? Check. Boyfriend? Enjoying both. Jim is winning so hard right now.
"Gaila's goddamn thrilled about the formal dance and etiquette class by the way. I think we spent most of the trip chatting about it. She's been looking at the options for formal uniform styles all week apparently. I haven't bothered looking to order mine yet."
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"I will remember that should I ever desire any." He doubts it, but the thought is appreciated.
All the same, the focus of the evening is to simply enjoy one another's company, and Spock intends to. He is at least careful to drink the milkshake slowly as they sit, taking his time. He is well aware that fats delay the absorption of sugar and that it will affect the length of both onset and duration, but once it does start to kick in, he has had enough that it seems perhaps he should have taken it even more slowly.
He remains attentive and alert for much of the conversation. Chatter about dress uniforms, at which point Spock notes some options would allow them to either perfectly match or perfectly complement one another. Something to think about as they decide. The course itself, conversations with Gaila, the competition later in the term, the fact that Spock requires gloves to be able to take the class at all in any measure of comfort, so on.
This is about the point where Spock realizes his cup is well over half-empty. He also notes that he has been leaning against Jim's side for the past thirty-five minutes and has had his head tucked into his shoulder the last ten. He has not attempted to move his head recently, perhaps for good reason, since he has to blink a couple of times when he lifts it to clear his perception.
"I should stop as I have had more than enough," he says distractedly, without explanation of what 'more than enough' means, setting the cup aside with a slightly uncharacteristic lack of care. Nothing spills or makes a mess, he just sets the disposable cup down with a click and proceeds to ignore the fact that he has not yet taken the time to properly dispose of it. "Thank you for bringing it to me," is a quick addition as he sits up better, glancing between them so he can drop his hand down atop Jim's, threading their fingers slowly and carefully.
"I do not wish to watch others dance with you," he finally says as he strokes his thumb along the side of Jim's hand, apropos of nothing as though he has kept it on his mind this entire time, "even though I know there is no reason for it."
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But that's all the thought Jim gives at first.
He's much more interested in grabbing up his padd and flicking through options for their uniforms. Jim wants something trim that will cling to him in all the right ways, but far more important comes the idea of matching or complimenting Spock. He's not dressing for Himself alone anymore. It's a small thrill to think he can choose clothes that will spell out his attachment to his Vulcan boyfriend perfectly if anyone spies them together even at a glance.
It's a pleasing thought. An exciting one, a little, but they're content sitting and chatting even after Jim's finished his shake and set the empty cup aside. He'd go handle it right away, but Spock's been leaning on him ever since he pulled up his padd for them to look over the uniforms and he doesn't quite want to ruin this rare moment of nonsexual intimacy just yet. Spock doesn't even seem to notice.
So they keep chatting and Jim gets more and more eager for idea of the class. Moreso than any of his main curriculum ones. Rare enough is it that he gets a chance to take a class with Spock. While their encryption classes had been challenging, this is a different kind of fun altogether. Jim's pleased that Spock seems to be in agreement that they outperform anyone else.
By the time Spock's laid his head on Jim's shoulder, he's starting to get a Little concerned. It's out of character, nice as it is. And Spock seems so distant when he finally sets his soupy remnants of the shake aside next to Jim's empty cup.
"Course." Jim says. "Did you like it?" Clearly Spock did, since he starts twining their fingers so seriously just after. He's just about to ask Spock if he's doing alright when the sudden non-sequitor about their class crops up in a drawn out and distracted voice he doesn't think he's ever heard Spock use before.
"Aw. You don't wanna see the proof of how much more in tune with me you are?" Jim murmurs into a pointed ear in an attempt to be reassuring. "....Are you...doing okay? You seem a bit off. Is this all because you were worried about someone else dancing with me?"
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Despite his commentary though, he remains relaxed in this moment, limbs loose and movements smooth but a little slower than usual. "Yes," he finally says, as to whether he liked it or not. Jim's voice at his ear drags a small shiver through him and he hums quietly, turning his head enough to brush his lips along Jim's jaw in return (retaliation?) before answering.
"I do not need to see proof of facts I already know," he says, stubborn as he always is. He looks at Jim and his gaze is steady, but a little... Well, to be frank, he looks like he has had too much to drink. "I am not worried," he says, a soft emphasis on the word, "I have nothing to worry about." Because he trusts Jim. He just also knows that Jim dislikes when people treat him a certain way even now, and it remains likely people will use dancing with him as an excuse.
"I have underestimated the effect that the processed sugar would have on my physical and mental states." Without further explanation, because of course. He can get there with a little more prodding, at least.
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Like really weird.
Weird enough that Jim's not even turned on by the lips dragging against his jaw or the way Spock fidgets with their twined fingers. He's shifting where they're sitting to raise his free hand up and check Spock's temperature best he can.
"Yeah, okay.." And yeah, Jim's brushing off Spock's stubborn reply a little but he'll come back to it when he's not starting to panic a little. "What kind of effects do they have on you, Spock? Are you--this stuff isn't reacting badly to you is it? Was there something in there you're allergic to or sensitive to or what???"
Please tell Jim he didn't accidentally poison his boyfriend....
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However, he has tilted just slightly into the touch of Jim's hand despite the fact it was trying to check his temperature. Very 'cat chasing a hand to bonk it for more pets' style.
"You are aware alcohol has no effect on Vulcans," he finally says, "as our metabolism processes it too quickly to have an effect." A beat, and he adds: "However, processed sugars do have an intoxicating effect. As I have had it extremely rarely, I failed to account for that while calculating my tolerance."
Wuh oh! Somebody happens to be a lightweight.
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Drunk Spock's start/stop train of thought is perfection. Bless
drunk spock is truly a blessing
HE IS
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The time they got accidentally married
Jim's not sure how he managed to keep it together during their interview. Submitting the paper along with his interest as to why he'd be a good fit? Easy. Even easier when he takes into account that he and Spock are just like, the obvious choices for this kind of cadet opportunity. They're both top of their classes and have the necessary extra curriculars to make them ideal for these Observation slots. Still, maybe the second coffee right before their oral interview for the slots was a bad idea.
It was only Spock's hand at Jim's knee, hidden beneath the table they were at, that kept Jim from vibrating out of his seat in his excitement.
So now? He's circling Spock like a hummingbird while they walk back to the dormitories. Too loud and too happy and just thrilled to bits that they've been granted their very first On Ship assignment hours. It's even on board with Captain Pike!
"Man I should start reading up on the event when we get back. There's so much to do suddenly!" Jim's casually walking backwards now while he remarks as such, his grin still all focused on Spock. "The only thing that kinda sucks is being in shared barracks for the duration but, whatever. I will LIVE not getting to cuddle for a couple weeks."
And likely will not sleep, given this level of energy.