The Academy AU for [personal profile] sensors

Jan. 28th, 2025 04:36 pm
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The night Sam Kirk walks into the Kirk family farmhouse his little brother throws a fucking beer bottle at his face. He misses. If he'd hit, the next several years might not have happened.



Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.

He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.

Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.

He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.

"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.

Jim lies.

But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.

"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.

A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.

All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...

Date: 2025-01-29 09:04 pm (UTC)
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Spock is, during this conversation, standing at a loose parade rest. It is, for him, a relatively relaxed position. Even when he is being accosted by bright, bright blue eyes.

"I did not have as much time as I would have preferred for research," he admits, "as my decision to attend Starfleet Academy was comparatively abrupt to my previous intention to attend the Science Academy on Vulcan." A beat. "I will also note," he adds dryly, "that Terran recordkeeping of colloquialisms and idioms is incomplete at best and often misleading."

But of course, Spock is the first Vulcan that Cadet Kirk has met. That has been the case for almost everyone he has met here. He is unsurprised, but it still feels like a weight on his shoulders.

However, the inquiry after his comfort levels is a pleasant surprise. He does not startle but he does, briefly, widen his eyes before returning to the baseline. "While risk of accidental transference to psi-null species is low," he hazards, the term psi-null rolling off his tongue as simple fact and observation rather than anything pointed or disdainful, "I have noted that many Terrans are extremely tactile." He thinks back to several initial greetings where handshakes were offered and he had simply saluted them traditionally instead, pretending he had not seen the hand outstretched toward him. He is aware this is likely viewed as impolite, but he views it as impolite to not do what Cadet Kirk is doing right now.

"I would prefer that any physical contact that becomes necessary is done while avoiding skin-to-skin contact," is what he finally concludes with. "Though I am aware that in emergent situations this is not a priority. I have no desire to dictate the manner in which you act. Should anything occur I find noteworthy, I will inform you." Another beat passes. "I request that you also inform me in a similar manner."
Edited Date: 2025-01-29 09:21 pm (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-29 09:56 pm (UTC)
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As vague as Jim's answer is, comparing it to a tonal language helps. Spock is able to shift his means of recall accordingly: xenolinguistics has always been of particular interest, after all, even if he still struggles to note which tonal shifts mean what without prior experience. That is what learning is for, however. "Your offer of assistance is appreciated. I will endeavor to not require burdening you with it often."

Cadet Kirk's initial reaction to Spock's request is illuminating, but so are his recovery and followup. "I am grateful. It is difficult to alter ingrained habits, and what you are doing by attempting to do so is far more than any I have met recently." There is something pointedly dry at the end of the last comment, a clear dig at all of the people who never even asked.

But then his brow furrows somewhat.

"I am unclear on the meaning of 'not being a dick,' but am I through context to take it as further assurance as to your response to correction?"

Date: 2025-01-29 11:53 pm (UTC)
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Cadet Kirk should get so many awards for being well behaved. He is being SUCH a good boy. Look at him go.

That said. Play bouncer. Spock knows, academically, what a bouncer is and what they do. "In this exchange, I am the establishment you are preventing well-meaning but impolite Terrans from gaining entrance to?"

His tone is dry. It is EXTREMELY unclear if he is making a joke because his expression does not change at all other than just how high his eyebrow is raised. However, the next part may help. Or not.

"I am aware," he clarifies, "of what the word 'dick' means and why it is generally unused in polite and professional company. Hence my request for clarification on the further colloquial use of it as it did not seem to fit previous definitions I had encountered, which I believe, in many situations, would be considered a positive thing to be."

Fully deadpan. Just absolutely flat delivery.
Edited (HE DOESN'T CALL HIM JIM YET EVEN IN HIS HEAD IGNORE ME I DID IT IN ANOTHER COMMENT TOO) Date: 2025-01-30 12:22 am (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-30 12:46 am (UTC)
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"One would hope," Spock says, suspiciously mildly in response to the human's waggling brows, in a way that screams 'I know exactly what I did.' It is... A relief, one he is unwilling to admit even to himself, that his roommate seems so accommodating. Time will tell, of course, but his mother told him to try optimism and despite his better judgment, he is going to try.

And when the request comes in turn, Spock blinks but does not question. Cadet Kirk did not question Spock's request and he will extend the same courtesy despite the curiosity burning in him. "Vulcans require far less sleep than many other species, including humans. Even should you wake me, it will not be detrimental to my being rested the next day."

Spock is definitely being totally cool and chill and normal and a good roommate and everything. Look at what a good job he is doing.
Edited Date: 2025-01-30 12:46 am (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-30 02:14 am (UTC)
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Spock's first week is... Difficult to describe. A majority of people treat him like exactly what he is: an alien. Different. Strange. He is constantly in a liminal space, always on edge, and spends a lot of time just centering himself.

He is comfortable, however, when he is around Jim Kirk. He has to get used to Dr. McCoy's mannerisms even more than he has had to get used to Kirk's, but he does not dislike him. He seems to enjoy a debate, though he gets very heated about it—Spock has noted that their mutual acquaintance seems to be playing distraction for the doctor. He does not need to ask why, but he does know that when he is too busy arguing semantics of something with Spock, he is too busy to need being wrangled by Kirk himself.

Assisting without requiring explanation.

Academically, Spock is... Also disappointed, to an extent, that there are certain courses he is disallowed from simply testing out of. He shares several courses with the other Kirk, and he is aware that Sam Kirk appears to dislike him, but he is unsure why. He tries not to dwell on it. He also spends quite a bit of time in the library: Spock enjoys physical books and also the solitude provided. It is only sheer coincidence that his times there do not coincide with his roommate's more often.

And overall, Kirk is a tolerable roommate. He is charming when they are both awake, Spock is able to rest with little issue, and for the most part, Kirk is, while not as tidy as Spock, tidy enough that Spock manages his expectations. Somewhat.

He does, at one point however, engineer moving the laundry receptacle for Kirk's clothing closer to his bed so that he is able to simply drop them in instead of moving around. To many this would seem an act of passive aggression, but in reality Spock is simply trying to be helpful and hopes that, having spent time with Spock, Kirk will realize that. Because when Kirk is sober, there is little difficulty in simply asking Kirk to pick them up and then he does so. It is attempting to reason with a drunk human so that the issue does not occur in the first place where Spock has no desire to tread.

Hopefully, simply making it easier is inobtrusive but efficient enough.

His only other issue is what temperature to set the room at, as Spock prefers it several degrees warmer than most humans. That one, he is not sure how to bring up. That one, he simply does not allow himself to shiver in moments where the temperature is too low for him. San Francisco is much colder than Vulcan over winter though, and it will be coming up quickly. He will have to bring it up at some point. For now, he stubbornly refuses to do so.

Date: 2025-01-30 03:42 am (UTC)
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The solution is adequate. Spock does not like to see the clothes hanging on the chair, but he is able to tolerate it far more than he is able to clothing on the floor. And as far as messes go, it is low on the scale: Spock's true issue lies in trash, food, and so on. That has not been an issue in any capacity, and so Spock is content.

Spock is too cold to not wear his full uniform or heavy robes, but that does not mean he begrudges Kirk in his choice (or lack thereof) of clothing in their shared space. He very studiously Does Not Stare despite the fact that he finds the human to be incredibly physically attractive: he will maintain respect as much as possible.

(He does, however, take surreptitious glances. No one is perfect.)

Kirk's strange sleep schedule confounds Spock, however. McCoy is not the only one concerned, and they have shared glances more than once in one of the very few things they wholly agree on with not a drop of confrontation. Jim Kirk needs more rest than he is getting.

Spock has not seen Kirk most of the day, which is not entirely uncommon as they share very little actual course time, but what is surprising is that when he enters their shared space, Kirk is in his bed asleep. His eyes sweep over his fellow cadet's sleeping form and over to the other side of the room to—

—It takes an inordinate amount of effort to keep himself from waking Kirk to inquire why his kal-toh set has been put into one of the solution states over the course of a single afternoon. Kirk has never mentioned using a set before had mentioned Spock as the first Vulcan he ever met, how long has he been playing? It is one of the simpler solutions and Spock is capable of much, much more complex, but he grew up playing it, learned from his father, has years of experience.

He must know.

Somehow, he manages to keep from waking him, as he is fully aware that Kirk needs the rest. However, whenever Kirk does wake, Spock is seated on his bed primly, PADD in hand. He had messaged with T'Pring for quite some time about it and she had sent him increasingly blunt responses instructing him to simply speak to Kirk about it.

He will not be. Not yet, he has decided. He is aware by now that Kirk enjoys challenges, much as Spock himself does. In the time between his conversation with T'Pring and settling himself on his bed, he rearranged the kal-toh into a different starting configuration than it had been in previously, one requiring a markedly higher level of skill to solve. It is, again, set next to the tri-D set. Should Kirk ask, he will answer. If he does not, Spock anticipates he will simply have understood the implicit offer of a worthy challenge and continue to work out solutions.

He does not seem upset in any way, either: he is as relaxed as he ever is, even to the point that his legs are tucked beneath him far more casually than he would anywhere with someone other than Kirk himself in it.
Edited Date: 2025-01-30 03:42 am (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-30 04:13 am (UTC)
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Jim Kirk has inquired, and so Spock may also inquire. However, the human's wording is strange, as though he does not realize what has been done.

Spock pauses, looking from his PADD to the set before swiveling his head to look at Kirk himself.

"I apologize if you desired to keep it in the completed state for a longer period of time; I have reset it to a different staring position so that you may play again, if you desire. The original solution you posited is an intriguing alteration to one I have implemented before, and I find myself curious as to how you would solve the new presentation." A beat passes. "Where did you learn how to play?"

Date: 2025-01-30 04:34 am (UTC)
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He did not know it was a game. Jim Kirk has never before played kal-toh. He looked at the set, deemed it broken, and decided he must fix it for Spock.

"Fascinating."

The tips of his ears have gone slightly green. He hopes that in his current state, Kirk will not notice the flush. He certainly does not desire to explain why he is slightly flustered.

"The sentiment is appreciated," he says first, of Kirk desiring to fix something of Spock's for him, "it is called kal-toh; it is a strategy game of Vulcan design. The goal is to return the shape to a perfect sphere. It can be played alone or collaboratively either by working out a solution together or by one party setting the beginning configuration for another to solve. To have reached a completed state in a single afternoon your first time playing is quite remarkable."

High praise from someone like Spock.

Date: 2025-01-30 01:27 pm (UTC)
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"Precisely." Spock can tell that Kirk is interested and engaged in a way he normally is not even without him saying so and that too is fascinating. He watches the human quietly for a moment, as the explanation of the work and the resultant headache is of note despite his apparent flippant nature about it.

Spock is familiar with the sensation. It is satisfying.

"I would find it a gratifying activity to set configurations for you to solve should you also desire to continue. I am aware that many of the courses are not as engaging as one would hope for both of us."

Date: 2025-02-01 03:18 am (UTC)
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Kirk's grin is as bright as the sun and Spock finds himself blinking slowly, normal and nictitating eyelids both, in the brilliance of it. It takes every bit of self-control he has not to flush slightly; Jim Kirk is fascinating on several levels, and his joy to simply be challenged in any capacity has Spock feeling warm.

"They are not intellectually stimulating in the least, and the lack of ability to simply test out of courses that would do us no further service is short-sighted."

They are in agreement, at least. Deeply so, it would seem.

At the question however, Spock pauses. "I have been reading a recently published piece of Vulcan literature by an author I have until now been unfamiliar with. There is a translation into Standard, should you desire I send you a copy."

There is something oddly cautious about his demeanor talking about it though, as though he anticipates the interest dissipating once Kirk knows its origin. While there is much prolific Vulcan literature, it is often ignored by other species due to assumptions about Vulcans' ability to weave fiction. Spock finds the viewpoint tiresome, and he finds he feels positively enough about Kirk that should he have a similar viewpoint, Spock would be inordinately upset.
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Date: 2025-02-01 03:47 pm (UTC)
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"I was unaware that kicking doors in was a standard practice in the process," Spock says, with a slight air of mystification. Surely he is misunderstanding something in the phrasing.

He is, at least, mildly pleased by Kirk's willingness to read (no, interest in reading) the piece of literature: he nods and quickly sends off the translated copy to Kirk's PADD. "Please share your thoughts when you have read it," he says, a warm curl of gratification settling in his stomach again.

And so things continue. They chat about the book as Kirk reads it and Spock finds his views insightful and an interesting angle to see the work from a non-Vulcan experience. The Kal-toh set is primed, and Spock anticipates when Kirk will solve it again.

A few days later is when Spock returns from his courses slightly early, the last having been cut short due to a prior engagement on the instructor's part, which Spock has several opinions about and voiced at least one of before his fellow cadets had so unanimously agreed that they were glad for the shortening of the class time that he had relented.

(Spock is also glad, but for different reasons. His protest is due to the fact that he realizes the others in the course desperately need the instruction time.)

He intends to take a shower and then head to the library to study but when he enters the dorm he sees that Kirk is working on the kal-toh set and all his plans suddenly seem far less important in favor of getting to see the sharp, gleaming edges of Kirk's brilliance in action.

Date: 2025-02-01 05:15 pm (UTC)
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Unfortunately for both of them, by the time Kirk turns to look at Spock, Spock is fully distracted. He has spent the moments before being noticed alternately watching Kirk's work on the set and his hands' movements, and for a moment his gaze remains squarely on Kirk's hands before he seems to snap out of it and realize he is being spoken to, blinking twice before dragging his gaze up to his fellow cadet's face with some difficulty.

"My course ended early for the day," he finally says, "and I found myself with more unused time than is usual. You are not in the way," as he speaks he stalks over to look over the kal-toh setup, eyes flicking to each positioning, before:

"Had you finished it prior to my normal time of arrival after starting it today, I would have suggested you join a team of tournament players." Simple, to the point. "Your current progress is remarkable. What time did you begin?"

He almost sounds eager when he says it, but he swallows and stifles it after.

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they're so stupid (fond)

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they're REALLY good lmao

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honestly i laugh every time, it's so good

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