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The night Sam Kirk walks into the Kirk family farmhouse his little brother throws a fucking beer bottle at his face. He misses. If he'd hit, the next several years might not have happened.
Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.
He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.
Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.
He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.
"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.
Jim lies.
But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.
"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.
A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.
All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...
Jim is twenty years old and his life is a fucking mess.
He's no longer in the goddamn hospital every other month, but still in mandatory therapy until he ages out of the system on his 21st birthday. His therapist has worked with him since. Well. Since he got mandated one by the University of Iowa's children's hospital when they brought him home and nursed him back from the brink of being starved to death. Sam isn't here about Tarsus though. He's here because he heard little Jimmy just got out of a stint in county for petty theft.
Why's a guy stealing bread in this day and age? Jim doesn't give him a satisfactory answer. He can't. There isn't one. He'd been better until he'd left his personal device at home for a weekend boke trip. Without his meal schedule Jim can't function. But see, his body doesn't tell him when he's hungry anymore either, so Jim hadn't noticed until it was day three and he started hurting. All sense left him. Next thing he knows he's sitting in a jail cell being watched while he eats the food they gave him because anyone can see Jim Kirk is still too thin. Jim hates it. That look of fucking pity.
He was home and on his fourth beer of the evening when his fucking older brother strides in like he hasn't been gone for the last damn near decade of Jim's life.
"Sober up. I want you to come into town with me tomorrow and take a test." Sam had said. Jim thinks he told his brother to fuck off. He thinks he tried, but he might have stormed off so the other didn't see him break down into tears. He dodges Sam for three days before they bond over noon breakfast talking about when their mom finally found out about and ditched Frank. Sam asks where Winona sent him then, since neither of them believes for a second she stayed Earthside to raise him herself.
Jim lies.
But the lie works. And so he lets Sam drive them into town chattering the whole time about Starfleet. He wants Jim to take an aptitude test. If he passes, well. Dear ol' big brother's gonna whisk him away to San Francisco so they can enlist together. Sam got in, you see. Second attempt, so maybe Jimmy won't be going with him Right away.
"Jim." Jim corrects him. He's toying with the idea of maybe letting Sam talk him into this, but he's not forgetting the last damn near decade so easily. Not forgiving it yet, either. He tells himself he'll take the stupid test to shut his brother up. And hell, maybe he'll even beat his 'big bro' and pass on a first try. He aces it, hangover and all. Sam seems real keen on congratulating himself for giving Jim pointers the last couple days and Jim doesn't argue much.
A change of scenery seems like a decent idea.
All he wants to take fits into a single duffel bag he tosses into the back of Sam's beater of a truck and they make for San Francisco...
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Date: 2025-01-30 04:34 am (UTC)"Fascinating."
The tips of his ears have gone slightly green. He hopes that in his current state, Kirk will not notice the flush. He certainly does not desire to explain why he is slightly flustered.
"The sentiment is appreciated," he says first, of Kirk desiring to fix something of Spock's for him, "it is called kal-toh; it is a strategy game of Vulcan design. The goal is to return the shape to a perfect sphere. It can be played alone or collaboratively either by working out a solution together or by one party setting the beginning configuration for another to solve. To have reached a completed state in a single afternoon your first time playing is quite remarkable."
High praise from someone like Spock.
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Date: 2025-01-30 12:55 pm (UTC)"Honestly by the end I was getting one of those headaches you get from working on a difficult but like .. Engaging? Problem?? It's the first thing I've had to Try at since I got here. It was fun so I kept going.
And once I fixed it the sun finally wasn't coming in the window so I could catch a nap."
Though it seems more like he crashed pretty hard given the time now. That's good honestly. Get the sleep debt paid up so he can go back to Not. That new set up Spock arranged is getting hella eyeballed though. This afternoon has been the most fun he's had since arriving here. It was challenging. He knows already he's going to try this one too. It's taking all his willpower not to get started right fucking now.
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Date: 2025-01-30 01:27 pm (UTC)Spock is familiar with the sensation. It is satisfying.
"I would find it a gratifying activity to set configurations for you to solve should you also desire to continue. I am aware that many of the courses are not as engaging as one would hope for both of us."
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Date: 2025-01-30 02:17 pm (UTC)Jim can't remember the last time he had to actually put some Effort into cracking anything. It scratches at an itch he's left untouched for so long he forgot it was even there. And he desperately wants to get that delicious sense of accomplishment again. But considering he'd kinda banged his head against it this afternoon instead of sitting down and going about things they way you probably should a thing like this he's loathe to let Spock see him stumbling at this. Sure, he complimented Jim on finishing it but he could just have been being nice.
What if it's like, a kids game???
Yeah, Jim can't risk that. He'll wait until his next secret nap slot time and knock this one out, too.
"I'd like that." Jim pipes up. He tears his gaze away from the kal-toh set and looks back at Spock. His excitement is palpable on his face even without the huge grin plastered there. "Fuck, you can say that again about the courses. Taking everything I've got not to fall asleep in class." Is it boredom or the whole NOT SLEEPING thing that is causing that, Jim?
"For now though, can I ask what you've been reading? I finished up the book I was reading about the design of the first warp core and until class assigns something I haven't already read I'm kinda short on options and the library won't open until 0700."
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Date: 2025-02-01 03:18 am (UTC)"They are not intellectually stimulating in the least, and the lack of ability to simply test out of courses that would do us no further service is short-sighted."
They are in agreement, at least. Deeply so, it would seem.
At the question however, Spock pauses. "I have been reading a recently published piece of Vulcan literature by an author I have until now been unfamiliar with. There is a translation into Standard, should you desire I send you a copy."
There is something oddly cautious about his demeanor talking about it though, as though he anticipates the interest dissipating once Kirk knows its origin. While there is much prolific Vulcan literature, it is often ignored by other species due to assumptions about Vulcans' ability to weave fiction. Spock finds the viewpoint tiresome, and he finds he feels positively enough about Kirk that should he have a similar viewpoint, Spock would be inordinately upset.
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Date: 2025-02-01 03:48 am (UTC)He wasn't expecting Spock to be reading fiction, since he can't imagine it being part of a curriculum in the sciences. But after a second Jim remembers that Spock has way more free time than an average cadet. He can afford to read for fun. More than most.
"I don't think I've read much aside from first contact with Earth from a Vulcan authorship. I'd be interested in checking it out." Truth be told Jim is not very picky with What he reads. Leave him in a room long enough and he'll read ever printed word he can find. Maybe it'll be really good! Even if it's not, it'll be a common taking point he can share with Spock.
That feels worth the time sink for a new book series.
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Date: 2025-02-01 03:47 pm (UTC)He is, at least, mildly pleased by Kirk's willingness to read (no, interest in reading) the piece of literature: he nods and quickly sends off the translated copy to Kirk's PADD. "Please share your thoughts when you have read it," he says, a warm curl of gratification settling in his stomach again.
And so things continue. They chat about the book as Kirk reads it and Spock finds his views insightful and an interesting angle to see the work from a non-Vulcan experience. The Kal-toh set is primed, and Spock anticipates when Kirk will solve it again.
A few days later is when Spock returns from his courses slightly early, the last having been cut short due to a prior engagement on the instructor's part, which Spock has several opinions about and voiced at least one of before his fellow cadets had so unanimously agreed that they were glad for the shortening of the class time that he had relented.
(Spock is also glad, but for different reasons. His protest is due to the fact that he realizes the others in the course desperately need the instruction time.)
He intends to take a shower and then head to the library to study but when he enters the dorm he sees that Kirk is working on the kal-toh set and all his plans suddenly seem far less important in favor of getting to see the sharp, gleaming edges of Kirk's brilliance in action.
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Date: 2025-02-01 04:47 pm (UTC)He's folding little square candy wrappers into little geometric shapes for something to do with his fingers while he studies the partially finished kal-toh set he's sat down in front of. Uniform jacket hanging open. His bag cast carelessly over his bed. It's clear Jim had not bothered to do Anything after coming into the dorm but pull up a chair and get to work.
Well. Nearly anything. He's got a half empty water bottle next to him and the little bag of wrapped candies he's been working on slowly one at a time. It clacks against his teeth as he works it from one side of his mouth to the other while lost in thought. The wrapper gets crumpled. Jim reaches up and moves three of the rods. Taps the tip of his index finger on the desk several times. Moves one back.
Tap, tap. tap.
Two more get moved in place of the one he returned. He reaches over to twist off the cap of the water bottle and take a sip. Pockets the crumpled little wrapper. Reaches for another candy. This one he pops into his mouth, wrapper and all, and reaches out to turn the set around about thirty degrees to get a better look at it from another angle.
Tap, tap, tap, goes his finger against the desk. A speck of reflection on the surface and Jim turns around. Damn, was it that late already? He reaches up to wave at Spock, then belatedly reaches up to pluck a perfectly intact wrapper from between his lips and throws that one away before he goes to wipe his hands off fastidiously. Shit he must look like a mess right now. He hasn't been able to solve this one nearly as fast.
"Oh," Clack! Goes the candy against his teeth. Jim shifts it so he can talk more easily. "Hey, sorry. I didn't realize it had got so late. I can get out of the way. I was hoping I'd have this done before you got back." A self depreciating little chuckle.
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Date: 2025-02-01 05:15 pm (UTC)"My course ended early for the day," he finally says, "and I found myself with more unused time than is usual. You are not in the way," as he speaks he stalks over to look over the kal-toh setup, eyes flicking to each positioning, before:
"Had you finished it prior to my normal time of arrival after starting it today, I would have suggested you join a team of tournament players." Simple, to the point. "Your current progress is remarkable. What time did you begin?"
He almost sounds eager when he says it, but he swallows and stifles it after.
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Date: 2025-02-01 08:40 pm (UTC)Yet he does seem to be getting more than most. His brother's full of shit; Jim's definitely got a shot with Spock, right? He's looking at the Vulcan with the same expression he'd been giving the kal-toh set a moment ago for a second, but then his grin flickers back to full intensity.
Okay, operation: hit on hot Roomie is a go.
"Oh, I didn't get to start quite as early this time. I desperately needed a coffee after class so Bones, me, and this girl in my compsci class went to scope out this cafe on the other side of campus. Decent. We should go sometime." You know. On a date or something.
"Anyway. I've been at this for a good twoooooo and a half hours?"
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Date: 2025-02-01 11:01 pm (UTC)"I see." He also sees the way Kirk is looking at him, and it is pleasant to think that he is finally giving him something that actually challenges him intellectually. He is not, in fact, thinking about being flirted with, because he does not believe that Kirk would be interested in him in that way.
The invitation sparks a thought in him, but he must clarify— "I do not drink coffee. I do drink tea, and should the cafe also have that available I would find it enjoyable to go with you."
But surely Kirk just wants to do so as roommates, acquaintances, whatever term Vulcans use for the Terran definition of "friend" that is so unlike their own. However, that does not stop Spock from glancing at him out of the corners of his eyes as he continues to inspect the set.
"Two and a half hours to progress this far is less than anticipated." It is clear in the way Spock says it that it is a statement of fact, not a dig in any way: Spock had until now been unfamiliar with the speed Kirk is able to complete the puzzles.
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Date: 2025-02-01 11:33 pm (UTC)Jim's just got to keep trying.
Sam keeps telling Jim he's crazy. Jim tells Sam to fuck off. Bones tells Jim that if the man's interested at all he's a goddamn idiot. Him...well, Jim doesn't tell Bones to fuck off but he sticks up for Spock so much it's clear that whatever Spock thinks of his room mate, JIM thinks the world of Spock. It's a little weird to see the guy who spent his first month returning every flirt he got and dishing out just as many all but ignoring the world in favor of one nerdy, socially maladjusted Vulcan.
Maybe all Vulcans are socially maladjusted. Bones wouldn't know.
Jim's managed to coax Spock out of their room a few times now. Out to a tea shop he found because he wanted to impress the other. Out for food to a Chinese restaurant he found that had really good vegetarian options for a change of pace from their usual fare. And he's kept an eye out for Spock more when he's in the library now that he knows the other frequents there. He thinks he's making progress.
The day after he solves the fourth kal-toh configuration Spock made for him (a good week of work, this time, goddamn are they getting tough) Spock asks him to take the set with him while they head out across campus. It's the very first time Spock has asked Jim to go out anywhere with him, so he's pretty stoked. Trailing along after the Vulcan toting the game set with little hearts practically floating off his head with every other step.
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Date: 2025-02-02 12:18 am (UTC)That said. Spock notes the timing of each solution Kirk comes to, the method he took, and the level of difficulty for practiced kal-toh players. He takes photographs of each starting point before letting Kirk touch them so that there is visual information on the settings used.
And finally: a single week to solve one of the most complex starting positions for the set.
That night, he finishes putting together his work and requests an audience with the academic board. Then it is simply a matter of getting the completed set and Kirk there with him.
It is easy, of course, as Kirk is more than willing to go with him. Spock finds that gratifying and tells him as much. Once they enter the meeting, Spock nods toward Kirk and then to the table behind which the board sits and then stands at a sharp, parade rest, head tipped slightly so that it looks as though he is looking down his nose at them.
"Upon my last formal request to remove the prerequisite courses from the requirements for both Cadet Kirk and myself, I was informed that should I procure enough evidence of achievement, it would be considered." A beat, as he lets it sink in.
"I have done precisely that. Cadet Kirk has achieved in a week using his free time what took the leading professional kal-toh player on Vulcan two weeks of solely focused work. He did so after only completing four configurations. I have played kal-toh since I was a child and have found his work beyond remarkable. As such, Cadet Kirk has shown more than sufficiently that he should be allowed to progress into courses that will suit his heightened academic requirements. I have forwarded my notes and evidence to your PADDs, please take a moment to read them. Should you have any questions upon completion, I will remain to answer them."
He likely should have warned Kirk this is what he was doing, but he was too single-minded to think of that. He does, however, wait as he said he would while they pick up their PADDs to read everything Spock has sent them. He stands next to Kirk as they do, expression impassive save the slightest tension at the corners of his eyes.
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Date: 2025-02-02 12:51 am (UTC)He has to take in the whole puzzle. He also employs something very few Vulcans do. Jim's not afraid to make mistakes. He has gotten very skilled in moving pieces back two, three, even four moves at a time until he can get back to a state where progress might be made again. This allows him to cut his time drastically by testing out a strategy while paying enough attention that he can backtrack and try again without just sitting and inspecting the set for hours at a time trying to find the one perfect move.
Jim seems startled to see Spock put in a proposal without telling him. Maybe since it hadn't gone anywhere he didn't find it worth talking about. But then he keeps going and...uh? Holy shit? Spock doesn't sound like he's fluffing Jim up. Did he make a lab report out of this?? He wants to ask questions but when the board looks at him and asks him if this is the case Jim just nods with as serious an expression as he can manage.
Whatever Spock is playing at, Jim's not about to ruin his chances by opening his mouth.
"You're looking to persuade us with a Game you've been playing in your free time...?" One of the professors starts, and this time Jim does step forward.
"My attendance and grades are perfect so i believe you'll find this hasn't been affecting my studies, sir."
"That isn't the point."
Jim can't quite hold in his scowl entirely. This is bullshit.
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Date: 2025-02-02 03:02 am (UTC)"Commander, I believe you are under the impression that games are only for children. While children on Vulcan do begin learning to play at a young age, it is at the tutelage of a parent who is guiding their child toward the principles required to follow the path of logic dictated in the writings of Surak."
If the room feels a little colder, it may be the implication of you are insulting my species' religion coiled in the words Spock just spoke.
A single beat's pause before he continues. "However, perfecting the implementation of these principles is a life-long process and requires countless hours of meditation, training, and effort. Often, kal-toh is a part of this process, but it is often given up as too difficult by those less," he considers his words here, "inclined toward the course of learning."
Spock moves to the kal-toh set as he speaks, fingers working deftly and swiftly to return the set to a starting point: the one it was in when Kirk first solved it.
"I invite you, Commander, as it is a game and in your statement implied to be unworthy due to this, to approach and find a similar solution to the one Cadet Kirk employed in his first encounter with the concept."
Calm. Cold. Flat. The disgust is almost palpable in the air, but Spock has said nothing untoward nor has he made an expression to indicate such, so there is nothing to reprimand him for.
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Date: 2025-02-02 03:57 am (UTC)Seemingly satisfied with his observations, he sets the pieces back where they had been and reclines back in his seat to let his colleague remove the boot from his mouth if he can.
After some very hurried sputtering and some hasty apologies given, the board agrees to allow Cadets Spock and Kirk to test up to a class level that would be more suitable for each of them. On the condition that they provide clear intentions of a specialization in written format by the week's end.
It's brilliant. Jim can't believe that worked. He's not sure yet what to do about that paper but he'll figure it out. He's side by side with Spock hiking back to their dormitory with a huge grin on his face.
"I can't believe you got away with roasting them like that. Amazing. you didn't tell me you were writing a paper based on our little competition. Hell."
Probably for the best. This way Jim didn't forego any more sleep or classes to try to push himself harder.
"Finally we'll have something to DO around here."
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Date: 2025-02-02 04:23 am (UTC)Still, he is drawn to it. He tilts his head toward his fellow cadet as they walk, a bit of the softness at the corners of his eyes having returned.
"I was given the impression that many Terrans enjoy surprises if they are pleasant," Spock finally says, "and I also did not wish to cause undue distress over weeks of anticipation had my plan not worked. I was reasonably certain it would, however. It is gratifying to have completed the goal."
Spock knows what his paper is going to be about. He has known his intended specialization since he stepped foot on campus.
That said.
"It is also notable that for many, the fear of being seen as discriminatory is enough to alter the course of their internal narratives."
See: It was bait, and the commander took it.
When they reach their dormitory, Spock waits for Kirk to enter the room before following suit.
With the pleasant mood Kirk is in, Spock contemplates only briefly before deciding now is the time to note his temperature preferences. "If possible, I would prefer to adjust the temperature controls of our room several degrees higher. I am amenable to achieving what I believe is called a 'happy medium' as well. San Francisco has much lower temperatures than Vulcan. Especially so in winter. My body temperature is difficult to maintain in such weather."
Explains all the layers Spock is constantly in, at least.
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Date: 2025-02-02 08:31 pm (UTC)With a murmured thanks for Spock getting the door, Jim hauls the kal-toh set back up onto its place on Spock's side of the room. Once he's arranged it just so, he turns back to the other. He's just about to suggest further plans when Spock speaks up. For a second Jim just stares but then immediately hurries over to the thermostat to crank the temperature up.
"Damn, Spock. You should have said something sooner! I had no idea. I left it where it was at when I got in, figuring you'd already set to to where you wanted it."
Though after a second or two he adds,
"It uh. It going to be a problem if I dress down more often when we're just lounging in here then? I don't mind but it'll be pretty warm for me otherwise." And that is the truth, but Jim would be lying if he didn't also want to see if Spock ever tried to catch peeks of him in states of undress now that he's actively trying to get the Vulcan to notice he's hitting on the guy.
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Date: 2025-02-02 09:12 pm (UTC)—And just like that, at the slightest indication that Spock is suffering discomfort, Kirk is setting the controls higher. Spock blinks twice before contemplating the question posed to him. How to word his response, at least.
"I fail to see why it would be a problem," he finally confesses, "especially as your discomfort would be caused upon my request. In fact, I
too rarely wear so many layers in my quarters when they are a reasonable temperature."
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Date: 2025-02-02 09:38 pm (UTC)"But, say. While we let the room heat up a bit, do you wanna go grab a bite to eat and maybe celebrate?? I can take you to one of my favorite haunts if you like. We can make an evening out of it. Have fun. You definitely deserve a treat after the stunt you pulled."
Another brilliant grin. Come out on a date with him Spock???
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Date: 2025-02-03 12:59 am (UTC)And no, he is not going to mind if Jim (he flashfire notes it in his head that he thought of him as Jim and he purposely switches back to Kirk with a small measure of alarm for how he has gotten too comfortable) takes off more layers.
He is brought out of his thoughts by the offer: despite himself the tips of his ears tinge green and he wishes he could stamp it down but instead carries on as if it never happened.
"I did not perform the "stunt" desiring a "treat" for doing so," he begins, "as I did it to ensure we both receive the education best suited for us. You stated a desire to finish in three years, correct? It was a logical choice to ensure that unnecessary courses need not be taken." A beat passes, and then: "Nevertheless, I would enjoy sharing a meal with you."
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Date: 2025-02-03 01:29 am (UTC)He spins around, huge grin on his face and holds up a hand.
"Hell yeah we are! Hi fives!" Even as the words are out of his mouth Jim realizes his mistake. He falters, then laughs at himself and shakes his head. "No, scratch that. Sorry. Got too excited." HIs hand comes down to tug at the wrist of Spock's sleeve instead. Something the other has done before to get his attention and Jim has paid attention to it.
"Come on. I found a Thai place I've been dying to show you. We'll see if it's up to your standards."
It's been a work in progress getting Spock to come out with him for non-curricular activities, but food seems to be a semi-acceptable reason for stepping out of their routine. Jim's hoping to work up to taking Spock to some of his favorite places. The bar he and Bones like that has the dom-jot table. Out dancing maybe. Jim's not huge on holofilms--take 'em or leave 'em, but there's plenty of museums a short ride away in San Francisco proper.
"What're you gonna go for? Science, I'm assuming??"
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Date: 2025-02-03 01:47 am (UTC)However, Kirk course-corrects quickly and Spock appreciates it, inclining his head slightly so that the further softening of his expression is not noticed. He shifts closer easily at the tug, meanwhile. "Apology is unnecessary where offense has not been taken," he reminds, as he has before, a gentle prod of I am not upset with you that has become routine whenever apologized to unnecessarily.
He nods to the suggestion: he is not opposed, and they are often able to make their dishes truly vegetarian.
Spock catches Kirk's sleeve between two fingers himself, technically connecting them as would hand-holding for many other species. He is unsure if Kirk realizes it in itself is a measure of intimacy, but it does not matter. He gently tugs Kirk out the door as he continues their conversation.
"My desired track is science, yes." He does not say I desire to become Chief Science Officer of a ship even though he does because it sounds childish in his head to do so. "I am most interested in astrophysics and computer sciences currently, but will be endeavoring to broaden my knowledge base while progressing through the Academy."
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Date: 2025-02-03 02:47 am (UTC)Maybe to celebrate getting into their new classes? That'd be cute and romantic and not at all weird that he's planning shit like this, right?
Either way, Jim's content enough to walk sleeve in sleeve with Spock out across the campus.
"Oooh, yeah computer science is also something I'm interested in. Kinda...not sure where I want to put down though. Because I feel like I could do good in a computer lab, or in a jeffries tube doing some mechanical engineering. Then there's piloting..." Jim would be lying if he hadn't considered what it would be like to sit in the Captain's chair monitoring All of it, too. A ship of his own.
But every time he considers it, he thinks about the Kelvin and it tamps that desire down. He's not some starstruck kid chasing after his dad's legacy. But Sam knows what he wants to do. So does Spock. Jim's going to have to decide on Something if he wants to join Spock in those more advanced classes.
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Date: 2025-02-03 04:49 am (UTC)Spock is back to an almost serene (insomuch as he is ever serene countenance as they walk and discuss their futures. Starfleet is the first place Spock has felt he could ever even try to belong, and Kirk is one of the reasons for it. He considers his fellow cadet's indecisiveness for a moment, rolling the thought over in his head.
"Command would suit you well," he finally says, decisive.
The thing about Spock communicating such is this: of course he knows about the Kelvin. He has looked up and read up on the entire thing, knew before even coming to Starfleet Academy at least some of it. But all this time, he has never treated Kirk as though he is attempting to chase a legacy he does not deserve. Even hearing that Kirk wanted to meet and surpass his father's tenure at the academy had not drawn such a conclusion from him. Spock is earnest to a fault, and this is his opinion based off what he has observed, not what anyone else has done or told him.
"People are drawn to your personality." A beat. "I would not be opposed to such a commanding officer."
High praise from Spock, who has held polite derision for many of their instructors up until this point.
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From:I love using this icon for it's Better purpose
From:honestly i laugh every time, it's so good
From:GOOD i'm glad i'm not the only one
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